Sunday 5 April 2009

This funny feeling....

This funny feeling i have in my heart
Silence builds an awful wreckage of me
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
Stricken and destroyed
On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but nobody is here...
I always said i’d never care
Diving head first into my misery
There is no sound of laughter here
Go sum place else if you want happiness
You wont find any here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray
Emptiness builds a home in me
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread
Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained
This funny feeling....